okay.. so i'm bored. and so i'm posting boring random pictures that no one gives a shit about.

my first lovely picture is of these horrid cicadas.. i'm alright with them as long as they are not moving. if they are sitting still and not making their horrible noise and not touching me then i'm cool.


moving on.. this is my dog.. outside in the sun, making his squinty stoner eyes and sniffing the air. my dog is a trip. haha. i love my boy!

damn.. i'm kinda nervous about next fall.. everything is all crazy now with me trying to figure out my scheduling. the thing is i basically have a whole year before i can start my education classes so i have to fill next year with something, and i am going to try to finish my psych major.. i have it worked out to where after next year i'll have 4 more electives to graduate as a psych major, and hopefully i'll be up to taking summer classes because i plan on knocking out 2 of those electives then and then 2 sometime while i'm taking education classes i guess. also i'm going to minor in deaf studies so i'm going to get seven of the ten classes needed for that out of the way next year. then i'll be taking intermediate ASL I, II, and III my first year of education classes. hopefully i'll be able to handle it. it's just like my course load is a lot.. i hope the classes aren't too hard. i already know methods in psych 381 is a bitch.. everyone says that the quarter you take that class that you shouldn't take very much else. greeeeat. can't wait. *stressing out*...

if you look in the dictionary for the word procrastinate... yeah.. i'm the definition. you'll see my picture. i procrastinate on everything. school, volunteering, everything. i still have 19.5 hours to volunteer and the hours are due on June 15th. humph. and i have a paper that has to be postmarked and sent to the teacher by June 5th (tomorrow). humph. still only 1 page into the paper. i'm awesome.

oh and my mom keeps telling me it's time to move out. problem is i can't afford it on my own and i don't think jason is ready to move out yet. so i don't know anyone else to try to move in with. jason would be the best person because we could split the cost of a 1 bedroom apartment which would be cheap. if i moved in with someone else we'd be splitting the cost of a 2 bedroom or whatever and i don't know if i could afford that. heh, well i can't afford anything right now because i'm jobless. yeh, i'm workin on that too. i'm very sarcastic and cynical tonight. i'm feeling really mean and nasty. ugh. hopefully harry potter will cheer me up tomorrow! weeee, yay for harry potter. <33

wow.. a lot has gone on since the last time i updated. i'm going to make this short and sweet. i quit my job. i'm jobless and poor now. i'm looking for a full-time job for the summer, if anyone has any ideas let me know. i also decided i'm dropping pre-med. it's not what i want to do, i've always felt kind of hesitant about the whole thing. i just felt since i was valedictorian i needed to do something big and important. screw that. i'm going to do what makes me happy. i'm going to go into education. i want to be a teacher. i don't care if i make the big bucks. i don't want to be stuck with a $100,000 loan to pay off at the end of med school when i hate my job.. sounds stupid to me, but i duno. anyway. that's about it. oh yeah, and these cicadas suck ass.. anytime one gets even remotely close to me i scream my head off like a fool. i'm just going to stay indoors until mid june until they DIEEEEE! god i can't wait.. ick.